Chapter 190
We stay like this entwined, holding onto one another
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Ifeel his teeth retract from the marked skin, his tongue
ngue seating th
g the holes closed.||
There is blood on his face as he regards me, seeing me really for the first time. He doemt say a word, Int fran tell his mind is active, papi dilating then pinpointing, is he flipping through the layers of my life)
Can be see who I am?
I can see everything. Ryx.” He answers my thoughts back to me. My eyes go hig in wonder ||
“You marked me?” Putting my hand to my neck. I feel the very it will sear slightly. It’s derp, nothing will be able to hide his love for me
1 thought that this was a perfect time. I made an effort. Either you tap out, or you get knocked out. I water going to tap out this time, and there was no way I was getting knocked out by your words “He seems happy with himsel
Emstill slightly shaky from the marking, and I can tell he’s trying his best to look strong for me. 0
want to show you something” He takes my hand, leading me out the door into a room down the hall Opening the door, it’s the nursery for our chance
A deep blue on the walls, changing table to the side. It’s small but perfect for a little one. No crib. I guess we will move it into here once he gets bigger, and I don’t need to keep a vigil on him.
“Look on the walls. I came and checked the room out after you went down for a nap He’s behind me hone his body pressed up again mine.[]
Looking at the walls. I smile at the large picture of Dallas and me on a chair with my back against his chest. I romber Caleb taking this picture. I see other pictures mounted on the wall of the three of us right after his birth that Luna Grace took of us. Dallas is looking down at us while I look into the camera with the biggest smile I think I have ever worn on my face
My mother will put you up on the wall when it’s time. It’s her house, not mine. I can ask her to take Maya’s picture down, but she was a part of their lives just like she was mine. They loved herjust like they love you I cui understand how you feel, and it’s okay to feel that way.” He’s holding me while I take our muda’s room in. The love she invested into everything she has done for me gives me a much of gratitude for a female who always has my back
“We should have come in here before we went to our room. You could have seen this. You are important, you are supposed to be loved and cherished, and that’s what I will spend the rest of my life doing its my moon’s promise to you. All you have to do is believe in me, in us.” He kisses the back of my haid before turning me around in his arms.
“Can you believe in us. Rya? Can you give us a chance?
Deditions
it in your eyes you don’t one hard
one bordred percent believe me. You have doubts.” Dallas has my fare in his hands, thumb pressed against my jawdure||
Braille, that’s what my skin reads like with the goosebumps that are rising from his touch. Almost as if lama wanted mate to someone ||
“I’m not a second, Dallas I’m nobody’s second, here or in the moon. “I quietly whisper the words to myself, really not to him. I want to tell myself this, I am important to myself, and I need to be my number one, or else my Chance will grow up thinking it’s all right his mother is always second to everyone else, even herself
i feel them being pulled right and rigid with his unconditional belief in
- ya. please have faith in us. Give us a chance Dallas’s soft words are fuming t
ing the fibers that bind my soul to his. I can f what we can be together now and in the moon
Hearing Chance start to whimper in the next room has both of us going to him when he’s just starting to stir himself awake with a burger that rages through his system at this age. I pick him sp. legs still pulled in tight as all som do until they stretch themselves out
He nurses while I rock him in the chair that Luna Grace has put into the room for us to use. Dallas is unting on the edge of the bed watching, not saying a word, but I can see a hint of anxiety rules his face. It’s as if he’s afraid this picture he’s seeing will disappear at any moment.||
“Tim afraid, Rya” Dallas admits with a truthful vulnerability. “I’m afraid that the one question you asked will always haunt you. In the back of your mind, it will always be there when you least expecting it to come up. All I can do is show you the mate I will be for you I will show you how every day you are cherished and how much I give thanks to the moon that you have been put in my path when I needed someone the most. You have given everything, and i am going to give you so much in turn Give me a chance. Rys, just a chance to show you what I can be.” Dallas stands, taking Chance from me, „changing him, putting on a new out before placing him on his shoulder to ruh his back. He’s got his hand on the back of his head, rubbing it, pressing his check against the hair that’s coming out.
