Chapter 226
I drove Clayton insane when he finally figured it out between Dallas and Rys 1 mean we ate at Dallas’s table and he ate at ours. We shared meals together. It pushed Clayton away from me knowing that his mate had some wolf sniffing around her. We argued a lot. He even shigested that we break up. The bond was too much to fight anymore. He didn’t want to home; he didn’t want to cheat on me or feel like he was cheating on me because he couldn’t stop the way his entire nature wanted to be with Rya
We started having the talk underwath an apple tree. I bought him that tree. Can you believe that? He always loved his garden, even as a little pup. It started off with Clayton needing to talk to me. He wanted to be truthful. No lies. He put his hands on my shoulders, and I don’t know if he was trying to steady me or me steadying him. He told me that he and Dallas had a fight and that he can’t stay away from Kya. He can’t fight the bond anymore. We had to break up, not because he doesn’t love me, but because he loves me and respects me enough in understand that there was no more future with me anymore. Not when he couldn’t get ya our of his mind, out of his dreams, it was like she started to infert him and the only cure washer. My curs for him was to kill Rya. It was the only way. He could be free of the band his wild would be free to love someone else.
Cash. I’m that monster. I am a monster. I started to tell Clayton that we could get through this that we could overcome anything together, and he told me I didivt understand the pull of the bond. So I switched directions and asked him how is ya going to love you after everything you’ve done to her? Now that question comes back to me. How can you try to love me after everything I’ve done to you?
The sky looks light grey, or maybe it’s blue. I’m not sure, but I wave good bye with the twins as we watch Cassius pull out of the driveway early Friday morning. He couldn’t sleep last night, and neither could 1. He tossed, I turned 1 heard every shift of the mattress above me, every buff of breath. I heard him get up a few times to get a glass of water then back to bed. I couldnt even look at him this morning, no matter how hard he tried to make me look at him. He packed his bags and I’ve packed mine.
At the beginning of the week when the twins were asleep, he remained hunched over his computer, searching, tracking this Hazel until he closed the screen down with victory spread across his face. I got her, Specs,” he said to me. I couldn’t smile like he was
He went shopping by himself, and when he came home, he gave Ken and Dee some new pajamas for their sleepover they was going to have with Undle Caleb this weekend. He even bought me the march to Dee’s pajamas–she likes it when we match, I couldn’t resist preking in the doset. My heart dropped when I unzipped the bag with a brand new suit invade it. He even bought new shoes and something to make him smell good. I’ve never seen Cassius wear a suit, ever. I went to had before him that right. 1 slid under the bed and told myself 1 shouldn’t be underneath here anymore. It’s not right for humor for me. This was just a big game of preteriting.
If it’s time for him to change, maybe it’s time I should, too. I’m not his wish. I was never his wish like he was mine.
Last night, be packed his bag, and I took out my earrings. They were only in there for him, and I have to stop making up stores that he’ll notice them on me. He won’t. So I put them back into the soft velvet case they came in. My weekend bag is packed, and a part of me wants to take all my belongings out of my room and bring them to Caleb’s house. I don’t because Belac is coming back, and they don’t need me in their space when she finally comes back.
Treasure, that’s a lot of bags for a weekend.” Caleb picks up the twn hackpacks with worry spelled in the furrows between his eyebrows. []
“You plan on staying for a while?“1 shake my head no to him ||
Luna Grace looks at my ears and stops everything she’s doing
“Where did Cash go, Caleb? Luna Grace asks very dearly.
Tannot too sure. He said he needed to get away.” ile gives an unclear answer. Caleb backs up Luna Grace leans in on him
“Where did your brother go?”
“He went to Vegas to meet up with Harel.” Caleb can’t keep anything private. A linte murdle and he squeals as if he’s been shanked with hot silver
