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I owe Rya a lo. I owe her for giving me my life back. For waking me from sleepwalking through life. She made me realize I didn’t want to be alone anymore, that I wanted more from life. I can’t help the way my own tears now come. My throat burns with emotions. I try to angle away from Carson so he can’t see me. I try to refocus, but I just can’t control my
Nurt.
From the moment I saw that female, I knew she was special, the way she smiled when I was showing her around the clinic, the way she dealt with all those females. Even when she
was at ho
most vulnerable, she tried to hold herself up on her own. She has such strength inside herself. She made me laugh. She made me believe that I could become what everyone wants me to be. She made me believe in me. I’ll always love her for that.
My shoulders start shaking with the way I’m trying not to sob in front of my brother, my weakness showing through my armor that I have built up through the years.
She was mine for a moment, and I loved every single moment we had together.
“I love you, Clayton.” Carson uses my first name. I have a hard time hearing it. It reminds
me too much of who I was, not who I am now.
I was to irresponsible back then, taking chances, never really thinking about consequences.
Rya will be happy with Clayton. They just need a chance to be what the moon wanted them to be in the first place. I need to keep telling myself that or else I might have Carson turn the car around and go back to her. Give her a chance, like she gave me, except her chance is with her mate and not a fraud like me.
Stopping only for gas and drive thru, we make it to the pack in record time. Caleb will drive my car home once he decides to leave. He’s become slightly attached to those wolves.
Pulling into the driveway, the pack is there waiting for me. Every single member is here to welcome me back. Getting out, I straighten out my shoulders, meeting everyone’s eyes.
“Welcome home,” the pack murmurs as one. They reach out, touching my shoulders, my arms, my shaved head.
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Making my way to my parents, my mother kisses my cheek in welcome. My father
embraces me into his arms, and it takes everything I have not to break down in front of m
pack.
No words can leave my mouth at the moment. It’s too difficult. We hug each other for a long time until I can let go.
Making our way into the house after I thank every single wolf for coming to welcome me dback, my mother has cooked a feast for me.
“You look bigger.” Cash squeezes my bicep, trying to make me smile. Kennedy is beside him looking down at the ground, picking at her nails. I can smell her nervousness. It’s like everything that used to be her is gone and replaced with something new.
“How’s everything going, Cash?”
“Better.” One word answer, but at least it’s a good word.
My phone starts to ring. Taking it out of my pocket, I see it’s Rya. I turn it off. I can’t talk with her anymore, and it’s not good for either of us. She has a mate, and I have a pack that
needs me.
Dinner is quiet, hushed with our mood. In time, this won’t be so bad. It will be like she
never happened to me.
ou in
Carson gets up from his chair, facing our parents. “I’d like to talk with the both of you your office, Father.”
My dad’s looking at him in question. I don’t think he’s ever asked this of both my parents at
the same time.
“All right, are you okay?” my mother asks.
“I am, I’m okay.” Those are his words, and I believe them.
“Your training starts now, my son. You need to make your own way to the wild wolves and come back on your own. You need to get back to basics before you can move forward with
- me.
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“How will I know when it’s time to come back?” I’m not sure that I’ll want to come back.
“You’ll just know, trust me. Now go.” My father’s deep voice urges me to follow what he’s saying.
Giving my goodbyes to my family, I head out toward the wild, and hopefully, I’ll come back ready to face what I have been putting off for so long.
The wolf ascends from cocoon of skin turning to fur. He run full out, noses pointed forward, tail straight, stretching our body out completely.
The Wild runs the way the wind can blow, fast and furious to greet his nature head on.
Rya
Motionless.
The inability to move, fingers gripping into the earth as its axis tilts underneath my body. Trying so hard to just hang on so I can’t fall off the world.
My tears stopped hours ago, yet somehow I just can’t seem to pick myself off the ground. I want to decompose into the earth, like all things that have died.
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