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Chapter 167
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try to take hu
point that I just couldn’t tell you. I was afraid that maybe you would ay from me. I can’t have you do that I won’t suminen edge of pani trembles out of my voice. He grips onto my hands that have denched at the sides of my thighs. He’s unraveling them before entwining them with his fingers.
would never take him away from you.” His words Blow away the fear that’s been clinging inside my mind as heavy, grey–misted paranoia
“I couldn’t call you because
“I know why. Caleb showed me the message. Before I could see the picture he sent I thre my phone away. I didn’t wait. I just presumed I knew why you didn’t call me. Now I know why.” He’s leaning into me very slowly, inching toward my body, so my legs have to spread a little more as he tries to create no space between us. The belly is hindering his progress
With his arms around me, I feel completely safe for the first time in a long time. His warmth engulfs all my nerve endings, tingling up my spine.
“Where does this leave you and me?” His question to me is spoken with his own building
anxiety. I can feel it coming off of him. His heart rate picks up with the each minute I let
pass without answering him.
“I’m not sure anymore, Dallas. At first, I was heartbroken that you left. I understood why. but I was still heartbroken. I had a lot of guilt built up inside me because of what I did to you.” Taking a deep breath, I must continue on with the truthful way I’m feeling
“I’m lonely without you, but at the same time, I’m continuing on. One foot in front of the other. I have bad days and good days. The good days are outnumbering the bad now. don’t think that I can go through that again, Dallas. What happens if I do something that you don’t like? Will you just leave me, leave us? Shave your head again?”
“No, never again, Rya.”
“I have my doubts now. I’m just not sure I can trust you not to leave me again.” A single tear sheds out of my eyes that have cried too much.
Tisten to me. I will never leave you again” He’s trying to convey the importance of his won thx rose never raises, but his worsts are heavy, trying to sink into my chest.
“resized when came back from the wild, I just couldn’t get you out of my mind. You
just thought I was giving you a real chance to be happy with him. I was wrong nam Caleb told me you left the pack. He told me a lot of things.” I arch my back slightly with the uncomfortable pressure of sitting in this position for so long. He stands up showly, brushing his knees off.
sot ups alles sits directly behind me, so I’m between his legs. He raises my shirt up so the skin of my back is touching the skin of his chest and stomach. He leans me back into him, taking the pressure off my lower back. His hands bring the covers over us as he reclines us back in the deck chair.
“Yes“I’m looking out at the darkening sky, the ocean once again starting to roll, ebbing and flowing as the tide starts to go out, only to return once again tomorrow. The breeze is cool against my cheeks, but my body is cocooned in warmth he’s creating.
“Lay all the way back. That’s it, Kya. I promise I won’t do any more than touch my male.. Nothing more.” My cramping muscles are relaxing. The heat from his body acts like a warm compress saturating into my tissues.
Closing my eyes, this is what I’ve been missing the whole pregnancy. This feeling of real safety, of warmth, of protection, of love.
“I like it here, Dallas. For the first time since being in your home pack, I feel as if I belong. That this could be my home if I give it a chance. I could have a job here if I want it. I could have a good life here with my pup. I could provide him with everything he needs except you. His hands have stopped feeling my stomach. A stillness has overtaken him. Even his
breath sounds quiet.
“I don’t want to be a weekend and holiday father, Rya. I never thought that I would have a pop after what happened. All those dreams were gone for me. But now you’ve given me a miracle. I have no intention to let that slip through my fingers. Even if I have to leave my pack behind, I will. It’s not the two of us anymore. It’s the three of us now.”
“You would give up your pack for me?”
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“Rya, listen to me. I will never leave you again.” He’s trying to convey the importance of hi words. His voice never raises, but his words are heavy, trying to sink into my chest.
“I realized when i back from the wild, I just couldn’t get you out of my mind. You consumed me fully just thought I was giving you a real chance to be happy with him. I was wrong once again. Calch told me you left the pack. He told me a lot of things.” Larch my back slightly with the uncomfortable pressure of sitting in this position for so long. Ite stands up slowly, brushing his knees off.
“Scoot up.” Dallas sits directly behind me, so I’m between his legs. He raises my shirt up so the skin of my back is touching the skin of his chest and stomach. He leans me back into him, taking the pressure off my lower back. His hands bring the covers over us as he reclines us back in the deck chair.
“Better?”
“Yes.” I’m looking out at the darkening sky, the ocean once again starting to roll, ebbing and flowing as the tide starts to go out, only to return once again tomorrow. The breeze is cool against my cheeks, but my body is cocooned in warmth he’s creating.
my male.
“Lay all the way back. That’s it, Rya. I promise I won’t do any more than touch Nothing more.” My cramping muscles are relaxing. The heat from his body acts like a warm compress saturating into my tissues.
Closing my eyes, this is what I’ve been missing the whole pregnancy. This feeling of real safety, of warmth, of protection, of love.
“I like it here, Dallas. For the first time since being in your home pack, I feel as if I belong. That this could be my home if I give it a chance. I could have a job here if I want it. I could have a good life here with my pup. I could provide him with everything he needs except. you.” His hands have stopped feeling my stomach. A stillness has overtaken him. Even his breath sounds quiet.
“I don’t want to be a weekend and holiday father, Rya. I never thought that I would have a pup after what happened. All those dreams were gone for me. But now you’ve given me a miracle. I have no intention to let that slip through my fingers. Even if I have to leave my pack behind, I will. It’s not the two of us anymore. It’s the three of us now.
“You would give up your pack for me?”
nothing dar mano, Ryn Everything her and spend the two
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