yes arem dove starved Diet names Hazel–pautta tarte something bitter, not the mint his breath hold.” • think’s I’m homeless.” He gives amal
Turning from him. I ran feel the way the top lip pir an flat againg the bottom lip, the wohnt know but that all of Casshe’s layers, the hair, heard, several shirts, ring, watch, he uses laven to protect himself from the world.
cem with things i have na interest in “The has beautiful
- lowers reverently I have to pinh up my gla
hat start in slip down the bridge of my nose.
categu olener to me before stumbling long rough fingers claround my wait.“Shhh“be rays with whiskey minted breath to himself, because I didn’t make the sound.
Soundi a dangeroun there.
varse hair on his face reminds me his soft lips are close to mine. The feeling of him this close will finger long after her asleep. To him that is nothing. To me, it’s everything
Closing lean back slightly into him while he bends himself around my body. []
pou going to try
to try an sleep in your bed tonight. Specs?” He wants for a different answer than the one I always give him. I shake my head no.
He sigh. “Dow day your going to have to sleep in your own bed and not underneath mine.” My shoulders curl in from what he says. If I try to sleep in the bed they bought for me. I’ll never sleep again. There’s no safety on top of the bed only underneath it. Cassius keeps me safe with his body over mine between the mattresses and wooden bed frame
The met someone Specs. Her eye” He says it like a prayer, but I feel the sin of this tragedy. Not the words I was expecting tonight. My mouth opens with wanting to say. Thappy for
a.” but i just can’t get the sound out.
sushi rests on the edge of my
my shoulder. He’s all brimstone and fire, and I’m, I’m the ash that’s been left over from the way he barm through me.
Dear Cash
Today is the first day I stopped hating you. I don’t look at your face and hate it. I don’t look at your hands and hate them.
1 danske you, but I don’t hate you. The more I think about it, the more I feel sorry for you. You didn’t really stand a chance with me. Not because you aren’t strong, de es wise. You just aren’t Clayton
That’s the ca
You could never be him, ever. ||
Loe capable, or anything.
This in to make you feel bad, it probably will make you feel bad reading this, but I want you to understand me and understand why I can’t love you the way you want me to accept and love you
You did a lot of shanty things to me, Cash & lot
you. Really shittythings. You
You let your anger get the best of you and you took it out on me Me too. I let my anger get the best of me as well. I said and did some really shiny things to y
awak wolf. You aren’t all those things that 1 yelled at you. I was just upset, just like you were upset. We were shot to each other
Don’t y
I your anger get the best of you. You’re better than that. Remember that ||
Thated you for a long time. Thated you touching because I felt as if I was cheating on Clayton with how much I loved the way your skin feels on my skin. He tried to tell me about the mate band when Rys came back how he was trying to fight the pull. How when he looked at her, he felt as if he was cheating on me I didn’t understand what he was saying to me. 1 told him just Bon’t look at her. He shook his head and told me he cant stop looking at her I cried, and he held me and told me how sorry he was. He was trying to fight it he was trying to fight the bond. but he felt himself losing himself to it.
I didn’t understand how hard it was for him to fight for me, fight for uso tried so hard, he tried so hard for me. And look at me. I’m pregnant, not by him, but by you.]
Now I know what he was feeling I can’t look away from you. I feel as if I am losing myself to the bond and that I am cheating on him. I feel guy I feel shame that I’ve only been with you for a small amount of time and I cant control myself around you. That all want is to slide up against you to have your arms hold me, let my cheek rest against your chest, but I still love Clayton
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