that changed you. I knew sering me with my legs for everything that happened after that. I blame myself‘ more.
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hat it changed you. If I ever hope of being loved by you, in vanished that day. I don’t blame you
The way youred at me, it shook my wall 1 boht to cranbat yon, the bond, everything. Your finger pointed at me and you yelled, that all I wanted for the longest time was to be a mother. Then I screamed back, that you were right, I wanted to be a mother but wait in your pop 1 told you that the pup smuld come out weak just like you. I told you I could never love something so weak and small. I told you that you could never measure up to Clayton Youlet us slap your that day. You let me hit you over and over again until I fell down. I think I hit you and you didn’t hit me back, you went quiet, and I think that was the sexiest over saw you. Something inside you broke that day I felt the snap ||
You shared your head, and I wanted to die
That scene always plays out in my mind. If you didn’t come at that time, I think I would have succeeded in killing them. I don’t think I would have ever been able to forgive myself if I did that.
I apologise for saying all those temble things to you. They won’t be weak because they came from you I was angry. Anger drives you to say things you don’t mean. Not an excuse. I shouldn’t
used for what I have said to you I just want you to know I’m sorry
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Sometimes I think my love made me become this monster willing to kill anything that stood in my love’s way oven my own children.||
i could even go there, so try and kill my pups because they came from you and not
When you read this letter bum it. Never let the twins see this because it would fuck their minds up if they know their mother wanted to kill them. They would be fucked up for the rest of their lives if they knew I tried to get rid of them. Tell them their mother always wanted them and that I love them.
I feel as if I’ve started to bleed iterally when the truck stops.
“Are you all right. Spent The palm of his hand cops the back of my head to trail fingers down my neck to rest on my shoulder. I feel the weight of it. Heavy warm, tender.]
I want to say. “Look at me, I’m right here” but I can’t say it because he’s staring right at
Be frowns, dearing his throat
Have a drink of water. He will
erwaits off the cap handing me the bottle. It’s hard to drank, even harder to swallow. I choke, and be rubs my back in small circles with his fingertips.
Do be nervous! I’m right here. Nothing is going to hurt
urt you in there. Nothing. The evil queen cant get you when you have your knight by your side.” He brings has made–up fairytale story between us as he searches my face, Cassis gives a crooked smile, and I have no choice but to follow his lead and give him mine back.
It ends with ham getting our of the truck and me closing my door. I follow behind him, watching the nerves knot along his spine. Even his breathing is changed, and he wipes his hands on his jeans. He never gets nervous. Never.
It starts with pressing the flat part of my palm between the shoulder blades of his hack, trying to ease the tension. He leans his spine into the touch. I wasn’t prepared for that.]
“Thanks. Specs.” The smile he gives a nurses at the edge of his mouth, and I want to curve mysall sideways just watching that face. ||
Dallas knock on the door draws the sms away from Caius Hyis holding a jar of honey that she gives as gifts to the packs the visits. They are from the widower garden she planted in abarten spot that was hard to grow anything in the territory. Now its full of life and the best honey is made from it. The farm even makes wildflower soap now.
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Cassius takes a long breath and fixes his face straight.[]
“Welcome, please come in The Luna of the pack is there to greet us al
| us all with a sundle showing a hint of teeth
Throught a small gift for you, and thank you for letting us come today on such short notice.” By hands the dark honey to the Lun who is smiling wider. A very respectful smile, I think that’s what Luna Grace would say about it. ||
It’s wildflower honey. My
ate has several beehives on our territory that she takes care of in her spare “Dallas’s voice in light when his eyes fall on
“You’ve grown since the last time I saw you How’s your mother and father doing? The Alpha lan’t bigger than Dallas, who now is exactly the same height as his father. Luna Grace made a comment a few months ago about noticing how Dallas is coming into himself. She speed the subverback hand while pressing a kiss to his eye that was swelled shut. It was the first time Dallas got the best of his father.
