Chapter 243
You were worth all ang sacrifice
Noxe. I’m pregnant with iwing from my pain, and
want to think abom in you fir una bandra let you go ||
Cach gave me a chore. He said that if I am in, I could go back to you. He told me that he would let me go, but he keeps the kids. He’s giving me annot. I think it’s more so I start trying to live in fight harder to stay alive. I think he’s trying to geolisen for
I’m not going to survive the birth, Lalready know. My Wild died inside me, shes gone. There is nothing at the extending hollowness in my chest.
Given the choire 1 would pick staying with Cash than gring back to you
Alimle each day I’m able to content the pirom my love for you has left me in. H wall at firer, like making without crying because I was without you. I could eat things without weergabung beminding me of you. Tastes, amelis, sounds arent astrigering authey once were.
I used to hate sumurta because we always spert them together. It was hard to get over the ts. I painted a miral in the twin room, there’s a small space dedicated to you in un balding hands with our faces toward the setting sun Dody our backs are SPEIL id it’s like we are walking bond in hand in the water. together former. It’s a picture full of lies because that won’t vierkappen but it’s a picture of a fairytale, my fairytale ending for les.
i letting you go, Clayton. I’m letting everything go, and in feel all right no
Soon for you it will be a year, then it will turn into two, three, four years, and my bage is that you are happy, that I’m remembered with love and a smile on your face, not with tears comun down your face and and crawing up your thro
I don’t want to be that ghout sche in your put. []
Where your shawlf not like a skin that’s rarned into a ghost. I know you. Clayton I knowy
v you better than I know myself, and you’re going to blame him for a lot of things, but it’s not enly Cash’s fault what happened to me.1 take credit for thing as well
Don’t kill fum when he comes for you, because he will come for you. I know it down my bone. His going to try, and I want you to be patient with him. He has my children to be, and I Tweed him aime
This hard for me, but you have to go find Hya. I know you let her love bore you were in love with her. Don’t feel allty for that. Don’t feel guilty for falling love with no monna alus that isn’t me. I know I was the one that kept you from her. Don’t It yourself keep her from you Go find her and start a lifeth her. It’s going to be hard for her to forgive you, but she forgave me, and that says a lot. You’ve got the bonds it
I’m sorry latil love you, but I’m starting to love him more, and in the end, I want you to be happy. At the end of all of this I want you to be happy!
I love you. Clayton, as my first lave, an my best friend ||
This is time trying to day goodbye to you
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A knock sound on the door before it open. Toure still up?““)
Clinging wer hair has Cassius turning around with his back facing me. ||
“Sorry, Treasure, I thought you’d be dressed by now.”
I poll one of his shirti un parkly before really being dry, my underwear slips up fast before he farm Nell around, I think his breathing stopped I can’t hear anything. No sound juur hur in the room without sodie
Titan the bed, fingers curling into the covers. The sheets for new and untouched. []
Casitus dears las thruat, all that trails a quick swallow. “Where are your glasses? fix them, Touch the bedside table drawer. He comes in the room desing the door band ham. II don’t think the two of us have ever been in this room together. It was Dallas’s old room, the only one up here with its own bathroom. Grace said a female has to have her own bathroom, and Cannum moved into his vid room. They all thought it would work, a new moon, a new bed, new paint on the walls. Nothing worked, and now here Lang on the bed with that weigle starting around my neck.||
When I reach to open the drawer, Im stigs me with a light rouch. “get the can hear his small on open; he places it right beside me. Somehow he’s kneeling now in front of me, not
always grown me trouble. Spes. No matter how much I keep adjusting it, somehow it always adjust back out.” The team of his both brushes against the fine hair on my
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