Cliapter 12
Jonathon took my body to the funeral parlor.
The police gave Jonathan everything that belonged to me at the time of my death, including the repaired phone.
Inside the memorial hall, there was only Jonathon alone.
He did not inform anyone.
He alone stayed by my side, next to my lee coffin.
I probably wasn’t worth his trouble.
He suddenly took out my phone and looked through some things on it.
I had few apps, but I had a habit of writing diaries on my phone.
I saw Jonathon and suddenly he flipped through my notebook.
I was a little bit nervous.
I didn’t want him to see it.
I didn’t want him to see my foolishness even after I died.
But I couldn’t stop it.
I watched him open the diary helplessly.
On X year, X month, X day.
I seemed to have fallen for a boy, he looked so handsome, and the way he fed stray cats was so heartwarming.
But he, wouldn’t he like me?
I was so ordinary.
On X year, X month, X day.
All my classmates were laughing at me, saying that I was overestimating myself and how dare I try
to associate with the talented students from the law department.
I did not want to climb high.
I was just there, accompanying him.
On X year, X month, X day.
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Bécause I liked Jonathon, I was isolated by my roommates.
Only Rebekah stood by my side, she said there was nothing wrong with liking someone.
Everyone should have the courage to be themselves.
Rebekah was the first friend in my life, and the only one.
It’s nice to have friends.
On X year, X month, X day.
On the night of graduation.
Jonathan said he could be with me.
Has heaven suddenly started favoring me?
If all the suffering and pain I have ever endured were for the sake of meeting Jonathon, then I think
it was worth it and I feel very fortunate.
On X year, X month, X day.
Jonathon’s work was not going well.
“It’s okay, even if he was always unlucky, I could still support him.”
On X year, X month, X day.
Jonathan finally received the lawsuit.
I was happy for him.
On X year, X month, X day.
Jonathon won the lawsuit.
I was happy for him.
On X year, X month, X day.
Jonathan was hospitalized with a stomach perforation and he felt really uncomfortable.
I wanted to take good care of him.
On X year, X month, X day.
I resigned.
Even if I loved it passionately.
But for Jonathon, there would be no regrets.
OnX year, X month, Xday.
My period has been delayed for more than ten days.
I was pregnant.
I asked Jonathon anxiously if he wanted children now.
He said no.
Without any hesitation.
I had Rebekah accompany me to have an abortion.
Rebekah called me stupid.
I just didn’t want to burden Jonathon.
On X year, X month, X day.
Jonathan has become a super–talented lawyer.
He had his own law firm.
He was amazing.
On X year, X month, X day.
Rebekah’s brother was arrested for getting into a fight while drunk.
Rebekah hoped that Jonathon would help her brother inside, but Jonathon refused.
Rebekah said, “Jonathon didn’t love me at all.”
No.
Jonathon only had his righteousness.
On X year, X month, X day.
Rebekah blocked me.
I lost my only friend.
On X year, X month, X day.
Jonathan proposed to me.
“So happy.”
On X year, X month, X day.
There was no wedding held because Jonathon was very busy.
On X year, X month, X day.
Mia returned to her home country.
Originally, Jonathon wasn’t so indifferent to everyone.
On X year, X month, X day.
Mia said that she and Jonathon were childhood sweethearts, but fate forced them to separate.
The person Jonathon liked has always been her.
She asked me to leave Jonathon voluntarily, but I didn’t agree.
Because Jonathon said that he and Mia had nothing.
I believed him.
On X year, X month, X day.
I didn’t know how long my trust in Jonathon would last.
He was really different toward Mia.
Very different.
On X year, X month, X day.
Today is Jonathon’s birthday.
In the morning, we had an argument because of Mia.
It was my misunderstanding, Jonathon.
After he finished work, apologize to him sincerely.
Jonathan once said that I looked beautiful in a blue dress.
Would he like it?
