remorse. I tried to make it up to him,
showering him with affection.
But seeing Mr. Smith during the day still
stirred my desire..
Caught in this cycle of guilt and lust, our
affair continued.
I thought we were being discreet, but Amanda
found out.
One afternoon, after feeding the baby, she
confronted us, throwing photos of us together
in our faces.
“You disgusting pigs! You use my baby as an
excuse to screw each other!”
く
“Mark, you’ve been after her since day one,
haven’t you? No wonder you rejected all
those other wet nurses.‘
99
Despite her anger, Amanda remained
composed, never resorting to vulgarity.
I couldn’t even look at her, shame burning my
cheeks.
